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31 October 2008
30 October 2008
28 October 2008
26 October 2008
I am a terrible person
...feelin' fine
I purposely step on all the cracks now. It feels good. I laugh at pictures of myself as an infant for kicks. Most of the time, I want to sit absolutely still and stare at nothing...thinking of nothing.
Come on. Get jealous.
21 October 2008
say
Honestly...as I always am. Tired of people. Tired of humans. Less interesting than they think. Predictable and noioso. Don't want to fake it. Won't.
20 October 2008
16 October 2008
12 October 2008
29 September 2008
Remember the days when you were contently asexual?
You are turning into your mother. You are like The Mother.
Maternal without child.
23 September 2008
Ain't got nothin' at all.
Noi ci siamo lasciati.
I am feeling as though every instance in my life is not of my doing. I feel as though people and things just happen to me and I am always here, left in a stable constant. I don't Really feel terrible about it but I'm certainly not thrilled. I wasn't completely excited and overjoyed when it started...it was just something else. It was and is just another experience to add to the numbing of my senses. Cold and Hard you may say. I am pounded in like a brick. I don't flinch. I have little to say. I am boring to myself. I am not sad. I am not happy. I am just working. I can't recall. The emotion's name is not important. I am doing it without guideline or premeditation. Whatever it is...it just happened to me.
I am feeling as though every instance in my life is not of my doing. I feel as though people and things just happen to me and I am always here, left in a stable constant. I don't Really feel terrible about it but I'm certainly not thrilled. I wasn't completely excited and overjoyed when it started...it was just something else. It was and is just another experience to add to the numbing of my senses. Cold and Hard you may say. I am pounded in like a brick. I don't flinch. I have little to say. I am boring to myself. I am not sad. I am not happy. I am just working. I can't recall. The emotion's name is not important. I am doing it without guideline or premeditation. Whatever it is...it just happened to me.
20 September 2008
12 September 2008
08 September 2008
Its damned if you dont and its damned if you do
Her: It's obvious you are not a woman.
Him: I have been aware of that for some time.
Her: Well I am.
Him: I'll say.
02 September 2008
22 August 2008
21 August 2008
Small
They all love someone like me. It is superficial. If I were a guy they would be after me too. Presume thus.
Non so.
05 August 2008
02 August 2008
where did you sleep last night?
It is very easy to be honest when you have very little attached. What is high school? What are past relationships? What is what you would like to have?
I think it is time to move into 2141. It is ready for me and I am ready for it. Lay low for a week.
Details.
01 August 2008
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